thank you to all of you!!

I don't really know how to say it, but i just want to thank everyone that i met, and made my 2008 a blast!

• trixie lazaro - thanks a lot!! ILY ILY ILY!!! for everything, for always listening to me... and u know for encouraging me... and for helping me out with my problems with hahaha. ILY ILY!! oh yeah i call dibs on charlie!!!
  
• katrina geronimo - let's go to your house again! :)) and you better buy ynno a tuxedo! he's going with me! :)) kidding. ILY too kat!! thanks for everything. and for your cgs... "he just lost a wonderful girl..." i love it!! :-* UST shall we?
  
• francyn yangson - FUJI!!! hahaha! ILY so much franz! thanks for all those fanfic stories you tell me and thanks for always being there for me! you don't know how much i appreciated that! :)) ILY franz! we shall pig out again!!! :)) sorry for calling your boyfriend gay! :))
• nicole juanson - ronaldo! wahaha! bakaw! hahah! ILY cuzin! ay tita pala! :))
• shayne almanzor - shagane!!! ILY :)) thanks for lending me photoshop. thanks for everything you teach me :p mostly kalokohan but yeah! :)) hahah! we shall play soccer some more.
• arisa takagi - arisaductive! hahah! good luck with ahem! :)) ily arisa! thanks for writing for me.. u remember?
• lance cordoba - hey fellow french student! though you are much more better than me! :)) thanks for inviting me to twilight! though i am terribly sorry that i watched it alone! sorry talaga mon ami! next tym ayt? :p see you soon!
• pam pam - don't listen to your kuya buko! :)) don't listen to anything that your kuya pol says about me, it is not true! :)) IMY pam, d na kita nakita ulit! i bought you a gift :D hope ya like it!
• mhikz wakamatsu - mhikz!!! imy soooo much! thanks for sticking up to me! thanks for staying the same, kahit d na tau classmates! oi reserve me my seat ha! :)) i shall find out a way to be your exchange classmate! :)) ILY mhikz!
• kate vergara - KAAATTTTEE!! haven't talked to you for a long time na ah! ILY! imy too. we shall make kwento again aryt? thanks for staying the same kate! thanks for sticking up with me! and good luck with finding your peter pan! :D
• arianne bonganay - yo! i miss you! thanks for everything! for inviting me to your parties, though i never went! sorry dude! so much things to do... sabay pa minsan ng game nmin! sorry! but always remember ily arianne! :P
• ysabelle garlan- where's ysabelle? where's ysabelle? i miss saying that in class so much!! and borrowing art materials from you! hahah! i miss you so much ysa! ily!
• yani raterta - ily yani! thanks for introducing me to all your friends :p thanks for spending time with me during trainings! and don't worry about diego! wala na yun! :)) good luck with luigi! :p dami mo lalake! keep posting ha! and i shall keep on commenting! XOXO!
• arah sacdalan - rahrah! thanks for reviewing me everytime there is math lt!! i'm so going to miss that in college! stay the same arah! and stay addicted to POT [?] . hahah! we shall watch la corda d'oro together!
• monica caro - yo my fellow moulin rouge addict!!! :)) let's watch that together some time aryt? thanks for everything mon, thanks for still being the same old mon i know. thanks for that camp rock dvd. my brother is addicted to it na. he wants me to play it every now and then! :))
• charmaine chiang - why'd you have to go to singapore? huh? huh? hahaha! ily chamy! take care of yourself in singapore ayt? and don't worry pag nag start na yung classes mo, i bet you will be thinner :p
• melizza soriano - my oh my! thanks for coming early to school! kung hinde baka wala akong kasama! :D ily mel!! we shall bond again soon ayt?
• nigelle reyes - mommy! stay strong with daddy ayt? thanks for always being there for me... for always joining me in my LSS-es... :)) ily nigee!!! :D thanks for always helping me out when i need it! and for collecting my reply slips! :)) and thanks for sharing with me my addiction... [jonas brothers.... archuleta...] LOL!
• gavin de jesus - ROONEY rocks!!! ryt? ryt??? hahahha! i hope you get those mercurial that you want! and get the lime green ones ayt? thanks for everything gavin/daddy! :)) we shall play soccer some time ayt?
• andre recaña - reKAHNa!! :)) thanks for everything andre! and take care of lazaro ha? when i'm not around! :p and remember your promise... :D train hard ayt?
• yuta oguro - i hope by some divine intervention you get to read this... your comp is still not fixed? want me to fix it for yah? i won't charge anything! :)) ok serious now, thanks for everything older brother! sorry if i tease you asian. :)) rooney's good you know! :)) thanks for staying the same! i hope you become happier with margot :p and and! STOP HAMMER TIME! we shall do those random crazy songs again aryt? i miss being your seatmate... rather i miss spending time with you dude! i am not a pido. your brother is just really cute!
• yusuke kuroda- FOE FOE FOE!!! :)) thanks for the cgs letter. the picture is you, it's just that it was vectorized. :)) don't go to japan na! let's kill obama nalang! :)) sorry if i always tease you black... :)) accident lang naman eh you react kasi eh! :p don't worry i'll remember you. don't play too much baseball ha, you'll get dark. and history is a very very easy subject! don't flunk it ha! just manage your time. balance baseball and your studies ;) let's play some time aryt? and yeah, i know we can't be classmates na coz i will be in "a" for the rest of my school life... NOT. hahah. i hope not. well yeah, take care of yourself always. :p
• paolo abila - BUKO BUKO BUKO!!! hahaha! imy you buko! "take one step back, then leap forward!" i miss our randomness pao! let's go to your house again! and play wii! pero we shall not make pam pam cry again! :)) if you want we can watch date movie again! :)) your internet is super fast eh! :)) thanks for everything pao! BUT don't you dare call me that again! or i swear i will kill you!
• mariam jawad - my other nanay!! :)) stay strong with jc ayt? :D ily! thanks for being my friend pa rin, though we don't really talk to each other na... ily nanay!
• joan jelsma - HOLD! :)) amp. i remember when i used to call you... :)) good luck with *ahem* don't fall too much aalis na yun! :)) ily hold! and i will make you more vectorized pictures!
• donn soriano - championship shirt ko? where is it??? huh? huh? hahaha! you atenean person you! hahaha! it's a good thing your still able to talk to me! :D let's play sometime ok? let's meet dun sa starbucks sa labas ng wack wack :D
• ayn gamab - we'll look at the stars when were together!!! :)) LOL! ily ayn! we shall sing and dance sometime ayt? thanks for everything :)) and good luck with nathan! :)) "my baby loves soccer" ♥♥♥ ayihee!!! :))
• ben po - smoking kills ben! hahah! i remember when i used to tell you that... sorry dude. :) thanks for being a good friend of mine :) and oh yeah, 2 people gave me shutter shades hahaha. ily ben!
• biboy andres - biboyagane! if your ready for the quiz put your hands in the air... are you ready for the quiz??? :)) thanks for always making my day very very very noisy biboy! you're a really fun seatmate! and a really good friend too! ily biboy!!! thanks for the shutter shades. :))
• cyrus p. - cyrus!!! i haven't seen you in a LLLLOOOONNNNGGG TTTIIIMMMEEE!! :)) thanks for staying the same! online ka lagi! :)) and we shall play pool until 3 am in the morning? i remember when we used to stay awake just playing pool, and talking about random stuff!! :))
• chelsea paris - chelsea!!! imy so much! i hope we can bond some time again! :)) soccer k nalang kasi eh!! :))
• lorraine otake - kelan ko siya paliliitin??? :)) ily raine! >:D<>
• jenny gois - fellow cream cheese addict! we shall do good in ISAC aryt jenny? don't go to arizona na! stay here nalang! ily jenny!! good luck with *ahem* :))
• michelle borja - yo. :)) sorry for bugging you always! we shall bond sometime ok? thanks for being a good friend michelle!
• herschel perez - hersh!!! hahaha! ILY hersh! thanks for staying the same! train ha? :D ILY :))
• kevin cabuay - red ranger sucks. sweeney todd is better. thanks for annoying me in ym. :))
• francis lacson - pare! thanks for being such a good friend! d kita nakikita sa school ah! :D
• elkan pekson - van nistlerooy!!! haha! i still owe you that one goal! and u owe me that 4 goals! :)) thanks for everything elkan! you have to teach me juggling aryt???
• eshaa daryanani- ESSSHHHHAAAA!!! imy! why'd you have to go to sungapore??? thanks for still being my friend! imy!
• eu jin lee - messi! :)) good luck in england! :)) give me tickets aryt??? :D
• red [blue] calayan - blue!! :)) we're not really close but you're a hell lot of fun to be with! :))
• nathan batungbacal - stop being an ass. :)) thanks for playing soccer with me! :)) good luck with ayn.
• shota oguro - SHOTA! :)) thanks for being a good friend! :)) sorry if i'm bugging you sometimes... :)) don't listen to your brother ha! don't believe anything he says. train really hard you're a good kick ass player!
• aaron choi [spelling] - AARON! did i spell your name correctly? hahah! thanks for being a great friend! :)) train hard ayt? and change in the restroom for peas sake! :))
• myk choi - IT'S coming! :)) let's go to kat's house again aryt? :)) i hope we could spend some more time... you're really fun to be with.
• jame echauz - best goal keeper ever! :)) good luck with *ahem* hahah! ILY jame!
• jessica gutierrez - jess!! your so fast you know that? score a lot of goals ok? :))
• mes garrido - thanks for everything mes! for always driving me crazy! :)) we'll put up our own team ok? :)) and beat those white girls! ang racist mo! :)) ILY mes!
• cj - when do you want to spend some time? :)) ily cj! i'm your number 1 fan!
• eana padie - wag ka na alis!!! :D ily padie! :)) thanks sa mga kabaliwan na ishinare mo skin! :)) ILY Padie! let's play basketball again aryt?
• ivan hernandez - I AM SO SORRY FOR ALWAYS FORGETTING YOUR PULL OUT hahaha! thanks for being a great friend ivan. :)) good luck with her... :))
• ilora enriquez - fellow cream cheese addict! thanks for always making me laugh during training. kahit d mo cnasadya! :))
• jason felicitas- yo jase! oh i remembered your birthday ha! :)) thanks for staying the same jason! :D
• jed soriano - JED! don't go na! imy jed! especially your random questions in class! do good in your academics ha! :p and learn how to speak french :>
• kenneth joel - ang corny mo. :)) but sometimes your funny! thanks for all the jokes, and random comments... :)) panalo yung "SIR MABANTA KENNETH IS BULLYING ME!!!" hahaha! ikaw naman kasi you were eavesdropping! ayan you found out something you are not supposed to!
• clarus cortes - CEBIO!!! :)) good luck with... :)) galing galing nag show na cia sa sm! :)) i was really supposed to go there, but idk when i woke up i was in MOA. :)) thanks for everything ceb!
• kim decena - CAPTAIN!!! JUG JUG JUG!! :)) thanks for being a good leader kim! :p we need to find new players for the team! we should do our best when isac comes! top scorer!
• lexii payumo- lexii!! imy imy ily ily! long time no see!! i miss you na! thanks for staying the same :-*
• lika mizukoshi - yo lika! how's it going with your vodka experiment? :)) thanks for being a great friend lika! :-*
• melissa manansala - oi oi oi!! hahah! thanks dude! kenneth found out... :)) ily pa rin don't worry!
• niccolo ramoso - niccolo!! i hope o still spell your name corrextly. sorry for always spending time with my classmates ha. we're in the same class eh LOL! imy and 9 sincerity! i remember when i use to "help" you in quizzes... :))
• sir xander - SIR X! i miss our class sooooo mmmuuuccchhh!!! imy sir! thanks for everything sir x. thanks for always being there for me!
• miss nadal - MOMMY! thanks for being my mommy in school! let's spend some time together aryt? and let's make shayne as kikay as you are! :))
• sir mendoza- DADDY!!! thanks for the limited edition mr.mendoza pen! it's perfect especially for math! :))
• miss sami - SPONSOR! ILY SOOO MMUUUCCCHHH!!! i shall show you my vectorized pictures some time ayt? i love you miss sami!!! thanks for all the random yet funny momennts i spent with you.
• monique villanueva - MO! ily! thanks for always being there for me! :D let's do well in ISAC ayt?
• sir ragadio - sir opportunity cost. idk i just felt like saying thanks to you sir :p
• monica san juan - MONICA!!! fellow striker! :)) don't worry about your PASS your panelist just needed glasses! good luck in college!
• carmina dayupay - carmina! my little sister during training! imy! i don't see you train na!
• erica fernandez - ERICAMAN! haha! thanks for always staying patient... and thanks for making me laugh and you make great cookies!
• coach andrea - coach thanks for all the advice, support, and everything you have done and may have done for me! ily so much coach! i hope we could spend more time together with the team! and i hope you liked my edit for you :p pinch your little brother for me please :))
• coach paolo - coach paolo! did you save my number na? :)) thanks for everything that you have taught me! I PROMISE I WILL LOCK MY ANKLE AND NOT USE MY TOES TO SHOOT!
• coach bj - coach! where's my pamasko? :)) thanks for everything coach!!
• coach john - COACH! c marj ako ha! hinde c marjee :)) coach john why are you coaching assumption? :)) they're so good in headers tuloy! i remember when i first met you.. pep rally yata.. you blocked my shot with your head! :))

las but not the least

• GOD - without you i won't exist, and without your blessings i don't know where i would be right now. you make me feel that i am such a lucky person :) . i know i am one.

thanks to everyone! i may have forgotten to thank you up there... but deep in my heart i am thankful that i have met you this 2008 and hopefully we stay friends forever.

~xoxo~

hi my name is...

Tingin ng mga bobong kapitbahay ko puta daw ako. Nagpapagamit, binabayaran. Sabi nila ako daw ang pinakamaganda at pinakasikat sa aming lugar noon. Ang bango-bango ko daw, sariwa at makinis. Di ko nga alam kung sumpa ito, dahil dito nagkanda loko-loko ang kinabukasan ko. Halika, makinig ka muna sa kwento ko, yosi muna tayo.Alam mo, maraming lumapit sa akin, nagkagusto, naakit. Ang hirap pag lahat sa iyo virgin eh. Tinanggap ko naman sila bilang tao, bakit kaya nila ako ginago? Masakit alalahanin, iniisip ko na lang na kasi di sila taga rito, siguro talagang ganoon. Tatlong hayok na foreigners ang namiyesta sa katawan ko, na-rape ako.Sa tatlong beses akong nagahasa, ang pinakahuli ang di ko makakalimutan. Parang maski di ko ginusto ang mga nangyari, hinahanap-hanap ko siya. Tinulungan nya kasi akong makalimutan yung mga sadistang Espanyol at Hapon. Kasi, ibang-iba talaga sya. Ibang klase siya mag-sorry, lalo pa at kinupkop niya ako at ang mga naging anak ko.Parating ang dami naming regalo - may chocolates, spam, blue seal na yosi, ano ka! May datung pa! Nakakabaliw siya, alam kong ginagamit niya lang ako pero pagamit naman ako nang pagamit.Sa kanya namin natutunan mag-inggles, di lang magsulat ha! Magbasa pa! Hanggang ngayon, sa tuwing mabigat ang problema ko, siya ang tinatakbuhan ko. Yun nga lang, lahat ng bagay may kapalit. Nung kinasama ko siya, guminhawa buhay namin. Sosyal na sosyal kami. Pero pakiramdam ko unti unti na akong nalolosyang.Ewan ko nga ba, akala ko napapamahal na ako sa kanya. Akala ko tuloy-tuloy na kaligayahan namin, yun pala unti-unti niya akong pinapatay. Putang Ina! Sa dami ng lason na sinaksak niya sa katawan ko, malapit na akong malaspag.Ang daming nagsabi na ang tanga tanga ko. Patalsikin ko na daw. Sa tulong ng mga anak ko, napalayas ko ang animal pero ang hirap magsimula. Masyado na kaming nasanay sa sarap ng buhay na naranasan namin sa kanya. Lubog na lubog pa kami sa utang, kulang ata pati kaluluwa namin para ibayad sa mga inutang namin.Sinikap naming lahat maging maganda ang buhay namin. Ayun, mga nasa Japan, Hong Kong, Saudi ang mga anak ko. Yung iba nag-US at Europe. Yung iba ayaw umalis sa akin. Halos lahat, wala naman silbi, masaya daw sa piling ko, maski amoy usok ako.Sa dami ng mga anak ko na nagsisikap na tulungan ang kalagayan namin, marami rin sa mga anak ko na andito ang namamantala sa kabuhayan at kayamanan na itinatabi ko para sa kinabukasan naming lahat. Halos mahubaran na ako sa sobrang kasakiman ng aking mga anak. Ibinigay ko na ang lahat sa kanila, pero ninanakawan pa rin nila ako. Kaya dumating ang panahon na di na kami halos makaahon sa hirap ng buhay. Napakahirap dahil nasanay na kami sa ginhawa at sarap.Ang di ko inaakala ay mismong mga anak ko, ang tuluyang sisira sa akin. Napakasakit tanggapin na malinlang. Akala ko ay makakakita ako ng magiging kasama sa buhay sa mga ahas na ipinakilala ng mga anak ko Hindi pala. Ang tanga ko talaga. Binugaw ako ng sarili kong mga anak kapalit ng kwarta at pansamantalang ginhawa na nais nilang matamasa. Wala na akong nagawa dahil sa sobrang pagmamahal ko sa aking mga anak. Wala akong ibang yaman kundi ganda ko. Pinagamit ko na lang ng pinagamit ang sarili ko, basta maging maginhawa lang ang mga anak ko.Usap-usapan ako ng mga kapitbahay ko. May nanghihinayang, namumuhi at naaawa. Puta na kasi ang isang magandang tulad ko.Alam mo, gusto ko na sanang tumigil sa pagpuputa kaso ang laki talaga ng letseng utang ko eh. Palaki pa ng palaki. Kulang na kulang. Paano na lang ang mga anak ko naiwan sa aking puder? Baka di na ako balikan o bisitahin ng mga nag-abroad kong mga anak. Hindi na importante kung laspagin man ang ganda ko, madama ko lang ang pagmamahal ng mga anak ko. Malaman nila na gagawin ko ang lahat para sa kanila.Sa tuwing titingin ako sa salamin, alam ko maganda pa rin ako. Meron pa din ang bilib sa akin. Napapag usapan pa din. Sa tuwing nakikita ko ang mukha ko sa salamin, nakikita ko ang mga anak ko. Tutulo na lang ang mga luha ko ng di ko namamalayan. Ang gagaling nga ng mga anak ko, namamayagpag kahit saan sila pumunta. Mahusay sa kahit anong gawin. Tama man o mali. Proud ako sa kanila. Kaso sila, kabaligtaran ang nararamdaman para sa akin.Sa dami ng mga anak ko, iilan lang ang may malasakit sa akin. May malasakit man, nahihilaw pa. Ni hindi nga yata ako kinikilalang ina. Ang dami ko ng pasakit na tiniis pero walang sasakit pa nung sarili kong mga anak ang nagbugaw sa akin. Kinapital ang laspag na ganda ko. Masyado silang nasanay sa sarap ng buhay. Minsan sa pagtingin ko sa salamin, ni hindi ko na nga kilala sarili ko.Dadating na naman ang pasko, sana maalala naman ako ng mga anak ko. Isang buwan pa, magbabagong taon na. Natatakot ako sa taon na darating. Ngayon pa lang usap usapan na ang susunod na pagbubugaw ng ilan sa mga anak ko. Sana may magtanggol naman sa akin, ipaglaban naman nila ako. Gusto kong isigaw:"INA NINYO AKO! MAHALIN NIYO NAMAN AKO!”Sige, dumadrama na ako. Masisira na ang make up ko nito eh. Salamat ha, pinakinggan mo ako. Ay sorry, di ko nasabi pangalan ko. Ako nga pala si PILIPINAS.

PLEASE REPOST OR LINK THIS ARTICLE. Kailangan po talagang mabasa at maintindihan nating lahat ang pinagdadaanan ng Inang Bayan and sana after reading this wag sanang manatili sa ating mga mata lamang ang ating nabasa, we have to converge and organize something like a forum or anything na pwede tayo makapag usap-usap and to formulate plan of actions. TAYO ANG MGA ANAK NI INANG BAYAN AT KAPAG WALA TAYONG GINAWA BAKA DI NATIN NA MAMALAYAN TAYO NA MISMO ANG BUMUBUGAW SA KANYA.http://angemoo.multiply.com/journal/item/511/This_hurts_so_bad._Pag_di_ka_pa_naman_matinag_dahil_dito...

I love them football girls ♥

if you know me, you would see this blog on my multiply :)

september 12,2008, we had our much awaited first game. guess what we were up against the zobel girls. i have been hearing they were really good; and they did not fail me in that part. going back, we were against them. everyone was optimistic, well at least trying to be optimistic. we did not train for 2 weeks, and we were not ready to say the least. some of our team mates, prioritized other events. i don't blame them for that. and i understand how they felt; being torn between two things that you love to do. we lacked players. when we went to zobel we were only 13 or 14. and 4 more arrived in the second half. coach was furious because a game is a game. and players can't just come and go. and he added pa na we are one team. we stick to one another. we had to go to our games all at the same time. warm up all at the same time. he was pointing out that we should work and function as one unit. no one should be functioning all on their own. well ok, the zobel girls beat us. hats off to them. i liked how they played they had SKILLS, ENDURANCE, DISCIPLINE and the best quality i saw in them was that they talk to each other during the game. they had discipline because they were there so early. they got dressed so fast, and they were all moving so synchronized. it was as if they were one. this was not a game i was expecting. i know we are not good yet, but i think we could improve. if only we would have the discipline, and determination to improve. first, we should get our priorities straight. know which one should come first. this or that. don't waste your effort in trying out for the football team. imagine you made effort to show up in the try outs. then when you got in and got your jerseys, where did we all go? we show up late in training. sometimes we don't even go to training because of certain things. team mates, we have a lot to prove. remember what coach told us... the thing that will happen to the team? next, we have to learn how to listen to coach. in the game, when the zobel girls got a free kick, coach was telling us to form a wall. but did anyone listen to coach? NO ONE. we all stared at each other as if by some divine intervention, a wall would suddenly appear and block her free kick. and when coach tells us to move up do we move up? when coach tells us to move up it is because of the "offside trap". whenever the zobel player would go inside, and the defenders would be in front of her, she would be offside if the ball is passed to her. coach is putting in strategy. third, we should all bring what is necessary. what do i mean? bring your own SHIN GUARDS. kim could not go in because her shin guards were borrowed. and its not only to look like a soccer player, but it is for your protection. the shin guards are like knee pads. they prevent you from breaking your shins. if you break your shins, you would never be able to play football again. i know someone who broke her shin, and now she still has her cast on. and the doctor told her not to play football na. there are a lot of shin guards out there. it does not have to adidas or nike. you could buy the cheap ones in the sports store. they would still protect you. trust me when you play with shin guards, you won't be worrying about people or about the ball hitting your legs. next, we should go to training.as the saying goes "no rock is perfected without friction". we could not play well if we don't train well. 5:00 is the start of the training. not 5:00 you go to gym 2 and dress up. we can't really say that we did our best in that game because as i have said we were not able to train for 2 weeks. but i have this thinking that if we don't train, our skills won't just go bye bye that fast. i mean maybe our endurance, and i felt that i the game. all i am saying is, we should give our very best in every game or even just training because we have a lot to prove! you would not like people making fun of us, would you? we should prove them wrong. we should prove that us football girls are not just posers! that we have skills. but before we reach that we should first be disciplined. DISCIPLINE IS THE KEY
i love you all so much. its just that i had to get it out of my chest. i am not blaming anyone. i just feel really bad coz i know we could do much better. i am sorry if i kept shouting during the game ["wake up"]. i just wanted our team to be somehow spared from embarrassment. i know how kim feels. being our leader, most of the burden is with her. don't worry kim, were going to be doing our very best on the next game! i love you so much girls! we can all do this!
TEAM.
win together lose together.